observations from a nobody

I feel like I have fallen off a cliff. The girlfriend decided to axe our relationship completely given the last few weeks. I saw it coming but it still stings like a motherfucker. Not quite sure what to think or do now. Part of me wants to think that all will be well given some time but the other figures this vicious cycle will keep repeating itself over and over. All I know is that I feel like shit and the only person who I can really talk to this stuff about lives six hours away. 2009 is not going so great for me. Girlfriend gone, friends turning their backs because of petty things, and small things causing my days to go south.

I kind of wish I don’t wake up in the morning.

The sad things is I vowed not to die until Battlestar is over and done with. Geeky/nerdy? Totally. Fuck the haters.

What is a man to do?